oh hey it's nash!
nash sometimes feels like blowing things up. She likes rainbows and sad movies. they tell her she's "weird" nash has a talking brain, she writes poems and look at her feet when walking. she also adore blue skies and sunset,desolate beaches and empty highways. yay!
❝Did I say that she was beautiful? I was wrong. Beauty is too tame a notion; it evokes only faces in magazines. A lovely eloquence, a calming symmetry; none of that describes this woman’s face. So perhaps I should assume I cannot do it justice with words. Suffice it to say that it would break your heart to see her; and it would mend what was broken in the same moment; and you would be twice what you’d been before.❞
❝We sit silently and watch the world around us. This has taken a lifetime to learn. It seems only the old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything and still feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.❞
❝I’m the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible.❞
❝It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it get’s to the point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don’t need an hour in front of the mirror. It happens really fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really fast trying to see something, but I can’t. It doesn’t happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.❞
❝I believe in colors. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.❞
